Bismillah
Assalaamu Alaikum,
I have dreams. I have things I believe in and hold dear. And I have space in my heart only to love. I don’t have space for grieving what is lost when Allah has given me so much.
After my first child was born I struggled in my relationship with Allah. The slow steady beat down of unfinishable, toilsome, work chipped away every bit of energy I had.
And when there was nothing left I would collapse and just hope and pray for someone to help me. Then Allah removed my support system and the help I hadn’t been grateful enough for was gone. And there really was no one there to aid me… Or so I thought.
Turns out when I stopped looking to others for help Allah gave me the energy to help myself. Because when we think about it and remember the reality, we should know that it is Allah who is orchestrating all of this existence anyway. All we are charged with is choice. So I will choose what is most loved by my Lord.
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